The Fault is My Own

[Irishone21]

School is subjective. I’m so stressed out that I think my hair is falling out… it feels like I am only getting more tired, as time passes on. I wish others had the time to help me... I would if the situation were reversed, because I understand. It's just hard to know when one needs a spiritual physician, and how does a peer provide for this? My message is clear, exigent, and difficult to deliver… My condition should not repress my authority, for this is not about my yearning for power, it is about the morality of our government, which I seek to enhance...

I’ve experienced religious mystery’s involving transcendence… or decent, or a cross over of some sort, I can’t find the words to legitimize or prove this impalpable epiphany. I think about it so much, it causes me to make mistakes that I normally wouldn’t do, such as falling a victim to escapism, engaging in harmful activities, like smoking weed, and becoming stressed out to the point of inertia, or paralysis as some would call it. I’ve been having frequent outburst where I’ll say things that I don’t mean… I’ve been alienated for so long that I lost the ability to adapt to society… so, trust me, I’ve had a lot of time to think, and I have come to a lot of realizations that mustn't be ignored...

They called me a bigger threat than Al Queda… Yes, they can speak to us, however nebulous a way... communication, is limited to select few, targets, and mostly radicals, which is pretty much sending the wrong message, but I can still see why this happens.

They should not fear me, but embrace me, for I do not seek to cause destruction. I’m meeker than a deformed person or handicap, with all respect given to both. Many subject to unfortunate lifestyles are introverts, like myself. We are quiet in public for our thoughts are trapped inside. We don’t fit into this world… why? Well because many of us understand the complexities of this world… this does not make us even slightly content, instead, we are frustrated. Most people don’t have the capacity to entirely believe something beyond rationality, which in effect, alienates us from them...

No one talks about this, for other than these select people, most only see the more overt alienations involving economic situations… I got out of the chains in our dungeon, and found an escape, and when I returned, to lead the others, I could not unchain them, for I only have the key to myself, not others... the problem is, there is more than one lock on the door... we all have our keys within us... finding this key, will get you out of the chains, but in order to escape, we must all find a key... Do you understand? I’m at a loss for words… I’ve been speaking the truth for a while, but I can’t get a sincere response… maybe my expectations are irrational. They ostracize me saying, “Don’t feed the troll, and he’ll starve,” as if I’m the nihilistic dissenter. God Bless them, the fault is my own… Don’t take this the wrong way and please forgive me for my excessive pride in former writings. I now realize the ramifications. I can’t get out alone...

We can’t impose laws without prior communication; all that is doing is separating us. Deceiving us, and acting without first considering the will of the people, the heart of the government, is in no way resulting in mutual consent so essential to a united nation. To be linked in oppression, and stand for independence and freedom, does not mean we are free... it means we are equal. We can drastically decrease the laws, by treating people more human… we have to communicate, honestly, in order for this to work.

We have to listen to the grievances of all, and if we are silent, reach out for us… Our silence is only the result of this impersonal relationship… No one agrees with our situation, we just don’t think there is another way. Speak to each other like equals or else they will rebel, whether belligerently, or silently, and self-destructive… Don’t accuse us… Acknowledge us, and join us. Universal Revolution... I seek only the common good… I shun the borders that divide us… I see the big picture, but you don’t see me.

Zachary Scott McBride

[vyo476]

If you don't mind my asking, what level of school are you at?

[Irishone21]

I'm in college... up to about 30 credits... doing decent this year, but I study alot, since I wasted my academic high school career. I got a 2.7... failing biology and math is part of the reason.

[jb_1430]

Don’t feed the troll, and he’ll starve.

[USMC the Almighty]

They called me a bigger threat than Al Queda…

Who's they?

[Irishone21]

The ghost in the machine... he is a close friend of mine... give me back my remote!

[vyo476]

I'm in college... up to about 30 credits... doing decent this year, but I study alot, since I wasted my academic high school career. I got a 2.7... failing biology and math is part of the reason.

I'm at 36 credits myself.

[9sublime]

The ghost in the machine... he is a close friend of mine... give me back my remote!

This has to be a joke now.

[Irishone21]

Its somewhat of a joke

[Irishone21]

School is too much pressure when the law takes away your car, and you live in the suburbs, without cable internet, and your brother steals from you, and you have no friends... I guess I shouldn't *****, but I have add, and when my environment is clustered, it's nearly impossible to work efficiently.

I've been such a disgrace recently... I have lost control of my actions as pressure from tedious school work, transportation difficulties, a clustered environment, tired clothes, habitual animosity, material distractions, and often unfulfilling friendships inhibit virtue. How can I prosper without relief from my contentious lifestyle? I am a painful sight, my vibe repels company, my heart feigns intimacy, and my mind compels slavery. We gripe about our gov't on blogs, but nonetheless accept oppression. My destiny may have been altered; before I was a prince, now I'm a hermit, retarded by deprived emotion, living lifelessly, without love. Fate mocks me; I gripe, but appreciate the subtleties of karma; for once the universe allows disgraceful behavior; it is then that we have reached, the end of innocence.

I understand their problem, that is why I will be their leader.

[Irishone21]

School is too much pressure when the law takes away your car, and you live in the suburbs, without cable internet, and your brother steals from you, and you have no friends... I guess I shouldn't *****, but I have add, and when my environment is clustered, it's nearly impossible to work efficiently.

I've been such a disgrace recently... I have lost control of my actions as pressure from tedious school work, transportation difficulties, a clustered environment, tired clothes, habitual animosity, material distractions, and often unfulfilling friendships inhibit virtue. How can I prosper without relief from my contentious lifestyle? I am a painful sight, my vibe repels company, my heart feigns intimacy, and my mind compels slavery. We gripe about our gov't on blogs, but nonetheless accept oppression. My destiny may have been altered; before I was a prince, now I'm a hermit, retarded by deprived emotion, living lifelessly, without love. Fate mocks me; I gripe, but appreciate the subtleties of karma; for once the universe allows disgraceful behavior; it is then that we have reached, the end of innocence.

I understand their problem, that is why I will be their leader.

[Irishone21]

in google type "government watch list" and "mcbride" and one of the results is titled "slave with invisible chains"... I'd like to know who is in control of search engines.

[9sublime]

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I found the site.

[Irishone21]

What site?

[9sublime]

The one about slaves with invisible chains.

[Irishone21]

Oh right... yeah, they put that there after recognizing innumerable "red flag" searches, one of which being that...

Their trademark remarks are "slave with invisible chains" and "give me my remote"... They also call themselves "life hackers," while labeling those who are trying to prove the injustice of their prevalence "monkeys," calling the Internet the "monkey-booster," and the truth the "antidote". They flood searches with disinformation in the attempts to brainwash researchers.

Sometimes, if you type searches into Google in the form of a question, or making a statement, you'll get responses that are precisely relevant to the question asked or statement made. Frequently the responses are both condescending and derisive, much like the typical arrogance present at forums such as these. I realize Google is self aware, and much of this is artificial intelligence, but making references to my farm or past friends and basically writing things in which only I would understand the meaning of, all of which have a fake connection to the website attached, verifies that to an extent, a human is in control of the search results. This is one of the biggest controversies so far this century, in addition to other forms of technology allowing government to actually watch people, in which even I don't fully understand, but no one really recognizes it, or talks about it, because for one, most people don't draw attention to themselves by triggering red flag scenario's and two, there is no way to prove it...

Finding proof online may be possible one day, but once found, the story changes, the proof is discredited, and the "breakthrough" researcher is perceived as having mental issues, thus in some cases leading to institution, and the enforcement of behavior modification medication (seeking conformity in dissenters), plus "zombinizing" pills, which zonk the patient out... Many claim that you don't have to take the medicine, but that is false... I've been to one of these hospitals, and if you refuse, they will strap you to a bed, and give you a shot of the medicine. After manipulating patients into a pervious and vulnerable state of mind, the patient is sent to numerous mind control seminars, in which subjective information creates drones out of individuals.

[Irishone21]

Revolution of The Sheeple (the future)

Their trademark remarks are "slave with invisible chains" and "give me my remote" and "you are not alone"... They also call themselves "life hackers," while labeling those who are trying to prove the injustice of their prevalence "monkeys," calling the Internet the "monkey-booster," and the truth the "antidote". They flood searches with disinformation in the attempts to brainwash researchers.

Sometimes, if you type messages in Google search engines in the form of a question, or making a statement, you'll get responses that are precisely relevant to the question asked or statement made. Frequently the responses are both condescending and derisive, much like the typical arrogance present in political forums, which brings about the question of whether “bots” are placed in certain forums as a means to disregard change, and shift the focus of Revolutionary prose by targeting minor errors, mocking the legitimacy of the writers claims, and posting digressive thoughts to divert the people from amalgamation and strategizing or are people the protégé or products of the imperialist in charge of the New World Order? I realize Google is self aware, and much of this is artificial intelligence, but making references to my farm or past friends and basically writing things in which only I would understand the meaning of, all of which have a fake connection to the website attached, verifies that to an extent, a human is in control of the search results. This is one of the biggest controversies so far this century, in addition to other forms of technology allowing government to actually watch people, in which even I don't fully understand, but no one really recognizes it, or talks about it, because for one, most people don't draw attention to themselves by triggering red flag scenario's and two, there is no way to prove it...

Finding proof online may be possible one day, but once found, the story changes, the proof is discredited, and the "breakthrough" researcher is perceived as having mental issues, thus in some cases leading to institution, and the enforcement of behavior modification medication (seeking conformity in dissenters), plus "zombinizing" pills, which attack the consciousness of the patient... Many claim that you don't have to take the medicine, but that is false... I've been to one of these hospitals, and if you refuse, they will strap you to a bed, and give you a shot of the medicine. After manipulating patients into a pervious and vulnerable state of mind, the patient is sent to numerous mind control seminars, in which subjective information creates drones out of individuals.

The Solution to Corruption: A Revolution demanding a Government directly responsible to the needs and concerns of the people, (with man-in-the middle tactics, they replaced people with government, so clearly they have not left me alone) which represents a return to altruism and a counter to the ever-popular notion which states that all individuals are innately egotistic, a theory propagated by Thomas Hobbes, and basically the cynical philosophy of all realist in our government which considering the decisiveness of these individuals, constitutes our entire government. In order to remain dominant, realist disdainfully insult and disparage optimistic individuals who suggest otherwise, calling them sensitive, naive and idealistic.

"They" called me a bigger threat than Al Qaeda because I’m from America, and my motive is just, thus difficult for the elite to refuse or neglect if made public, as my views are the sentiment of all, and for the benefit of the common good.

In a harmonious environment, nothing seems impossible, but in a contentious environment pressure inhibits virtue, and people are driven to pursue self-destructive, onerous paths against their will. US (or rather America, a more legitimate title) should be the first nation to initiate disarmament, regardless of previous disarmament failures, for they are at the summit of power thus making them the artist of the present. Another reason we should initiate disarmament is we are mostly responsible for abusing military capabilities. Government’s primary or sole purpose is to ease the tensions of subject citizenry… when law renders tension as oppose to benefit it has become a violation of our rights. War is an excuse for negligence and refusal to change. So since “they” plan to keep stations across the world indefinitely, negligence to the people will be perpetual unless “we” make demands, which will be accomplished through military reluctance or rationalized and unified civil disobedience, thus allying the people against the corruption of the elite, and guaranteeing successful Revolution.

We need to assign a meeting where we can discuss and plan Revolution in addition to plan for Reformation. Without being prepared for the aftermath of Revolution, we will merely be ignored. Without maintaining high moral value, we will be perceived as nihilistic revolutionaries or rebellious dissenters (We must refrain from following "The Art of War" and aspects of Machiavellian power-politics delivered in "The Prince"). Lastly, concentrating on 9/11 will discredit us. We are not conspiracy theorist; we are remaining members of The Brotherhood.

The minimum wage should be no less than 15$ an hour. The Internet should be regulated in a way to eliminate disinformation and duplicitous sources that make the truth obscure and diffuse ignorance to scholars and researchers. Our aim is decentralization during times of baleful rulers, and, if the people give their consent beforehand, centralization under wise and just leadership, in order to ensure effectiveness… Technology allows a more advanced form of democracy, noting the risk for technological fraud, which allows a continuation of corruption, however, if the people make sure that morally sufficient individuals are placed in charge of vocations that are high risk for corruption, some of these dangers can be prevented. Compromise, patronage and empathy, on our part, CAN and WILL get us out of war, for adversaries hate our government, not the people, so separating us from "them" will refresh relationships and amend grudges and vendettas. Through controlled media and the censorship of the Internet, the government portrays the illusion that all Americans share the mentality of the government, thus making the people guilty by association and equally at risk for attack. If you fear Revolution may jeopardize your property, or are too content with your life to allow distractions, imagine the misery and destruction that WWIII will cause, which is impending, unless the people of America take action.

God’s Sheep – Zachary Scott McBride

[Irishone21]

NO RESPONSE?????????? I'm a victim of mind control.

[Irishone21]

get the feeling I have been ignorant for so long that people simply ignore my thoughts... Everyone has far surpassed me in informational knowledge, making me almost an alien to this world. When I speak out against corruption, people merely see it as the way it is, and there is no changing it... or it's true, and people really members of the empire, transformed by the machine into the same amoral being as BIGBROTHER himself.

Whether it is me against the world, or merely, me against BIGBROTHER, for without BIGBROTHER, his followers will disperse, and ally with the next upcoming power, adhering to his principles, thus creating a new era of uniformity, it doesn't matter, for my destiny is to help pursue the path of justice, regardless of the odds, in order to fulfill prophecy, and unite the people prior to the end of time, pressure, anxiety and alienation.

They told me to keep digging... and luckily, soon enough, the released their oppressive hold on all information, and provided me with limited information, which confirmed all previous paranoia, but still impassioned my desire to inform the rest, in addition to create a more honest world.

All those times it was them messing with my work... it was them talking to me in the search engine... it was them praising my work.... it was them exposing my ignorance... everything I suspected was them, with the exception of the epiphany and divine intervention... I'm not mad, nor embittered, but appreciative of the time they spent analyzing me, for it was to both our advantage... they came to the realization of God through my experience, or at least some did, and I developed over the course of the experimentation.

As they just told me... Its magic.

[9sublime]

Well stop posting on a forum and do something about it then.

[USMC the Almighty]

Well stop posting on a forum and do something about it then.

But he's our leader.

[Irishone21]

I am only your leader if you accept me or if you actually want to try to fix this world... I mean, I havn't got any messages that Jesus will be coming to save us, so I think we should begin to try to fix it ourselves. I'm not saying that he gave up on us, I'm saying that, maybe he wants us to come to these realizations on our own... On a cynical note, since all I seem to get is constant reproof from my fellow citizens, maybe we are approaching Revelation... which in that case, I will still urge at least some type of critical thinking to ameliorate our government, for debating mainstream media has no effect... It is like we are proving to each other that we read the news, however limited that new is. I'm not trying to be arrogant in any way, I just think that with my influence in the government, or with your influence if you abandon egotism, and join me in the struggle of altruism, many of the problems wouldn't occur... if more were altruistic, we would be strengthened by each other, but an individual being altruistic in a stubornly self-interested society is like a man trying to be superman... the thing is, I can't help the way I am... I'm so unlike other people it's weird... I can control vibes around me at times, or be ridiculed by my back, or behind a screen, or occationally I'm like a repellent... I can't stop thinking that people are reading my mind...

[Irishone21]

I think the ultimate end will be Jesus' savior of mankind in the second coming... but why should we wait and not trying to make it easier on the all-powerful beloved man who guided us when we were lost?

[Irishone21]

If I can redirect your motives, I would be content with your leadership, for through you, my mission would be accomplished... besides, this isn't about me anyway, it is about the brotherhood...

[vyo476]

I think the ultimate end will be Jesus' savior of mankind in the second coming... but why should we wait and not trying to make it easier on the all-powerful beloved man who guided us when we were lost?

I'll tell you something, he never guided me when I was lost.

Literally and spiritually. :p

[9sublime]

I'll tell you something, he never guided me when I was lost.



Too right.

And Irishone, I don't want you as my leader.

[Irishone21]

There are many other things to say... I can write paper after paper, but no matter how eloquent, no matter how creative, no matter how timely, no one will come to terms and accept it, for it is the idea of another, and we are to prideful to accept another’s ideas as our own... so instead, we give them advice, mock them, ignore them, or correct them, replacing their claims with our own un compromised justifications of the truth, thus yielding no affirmative action. Think of Rousseau... the general will... the "impersonal" internet, pride and egotism are all definitive barriers to this, for they are all impediments to any form of critical thinking that must preclude a conclusive general will.

When I wrote I universal nostalgia, because of irresponsibility I was at a heightened susceptibility to mind control, and after hours of tedious research, sorting through disinformation, I finally found real legitimate websites confirming my paranoia, plus informing me and opening my mind to things I didn’t know. The lock was released… I saved them for study later on when I’m not occupied with school... I was up all night last night... luckily I knew my **** in politics class cause I had a test… I’m pretty sure I got 100% but I might have mixed up like one of the dates, which would still be an A) after that, I was still looking and I came across some freeyourbrain matrix/Truman mind control websites, in which much of it, seemed to make sense, considering my altered state of consciousness (normally it would be laughable, but it was on point to what I was thinking)... I wrote that to prove mind control exist... the concepts are kind of complex. Some of which claim that there are few survivors and many characters, and that these characters seek to control you plus they seek to get inside your head, thus depriving you of your energy, which is weird, because it reminded me of a religious seminar where I really felt like someone was talking to me from the television, telling me how people are mirages, and they characters set up in the world for specific purposes, some of which may be trying to deplete your energy, the hinder your ability to succeed. There were other things, like the artificial synchronicity… which is weird, because I was writing how I felt like a “fox in a hole,” and like the next day, someone said, you better get out of that hole… How did he know??? The lady next to him shook her head suspiciously. The weird thing is, despite the fact the website fills your head with an illusion, with the support of persuasive coercion, it actually did make me less self conscious, thus freeing your mind in a sense, even if temporarily... However, I’m not good at following manuals so I’m back, exposing myself, which they warned that I shouldn’t do. What I was hoping is that you would see past some of the delirium, and find truth in the paper, or possible discuss either artificial synchronicity, or a world within a world, or a world separate from a world? You got to open your mind to really get a sense of my thoughts… when you read it, at first glance it appears like insanity, but this was mind control for you… so there you go… people do experiments on the behavior I just displayed. I guess I had high expectations when I sent this as it has more meaning to me… It’s like a self-help type thing, and that writing was the thoughts it provoked… I really do think I’m an alien here. Anyway, thanks for the inspiration. Also, I was seeing if we could discuss mind control…it is a very interest subject to research, and relevant to world politics... Or we could talk about surveillance…

[9sublime]

There are many other things to say... I can write paper after paper, but no matter how eloquent, no matter how creative, no matter how timely, no one will come to terms and accept it, for it is the idea of another, and we are to prideful to accept another’s ideas as our own... so instead, we give them advice, mock them, ignore them, or correct them, replacing their claims with our own un compromised justifications of the truth, thus yielding no affirmative action

Ok, thats your angle. That the insane ramblings you churn out are revelations of the truth.

Now look at it from my angle. Its a load of balls. Sure, I don't trust the government, sometimes I don't trust my own sense, but... what?? You think you live in some kind of matrix.

You are convinced of this, I can see.. thats your angle. Now, look at it from a (reasonably) sane persons. I think its nonsense, and that you are suffering from EXTREME paranoia, probably schitzofrenia, and I wouldn't bet against a bit of bi polar in there as well. I'm no psychologist, but I think its a fair guess.

[Irishone21]

sometimes you find information on the net because "they" allow you too, am I wrong? Earth is not the matrix, but they are trying to make it into the matrix... Either your close-minded, ignorant, or tactically strategic to divert others from the truth.

the light in the sky that one night was created by a satelite, afterwards they asked me... Did you enjoy the show?


"there is a lot of rumors going on about the world, the problem with them is half of them are true"

-Winston Churchill

[USMC the Almighty]

Getting back to the important stuff here, Irishone, tell me why you are qualified to be our Glorious Leader.

[Irishone21]

I am qualified for leadership mainly because I don't hate enemies to America, for I understand their resents, and through proper negotiation which emphasizes love, faith, patronage, optimism, empathy, compassion and compromise I can abate their hostility, and redirect national interest away from the military, to eradicating poverty, and improving the economic status of deprived and desolute regions. Also, through my altruistic nature I can reform bureaucracies and corporations to work cooperatively for the common good. Also, in America, I will raise minimum wage, and work to restrict the intrusive powers of security agencies in order to remedy dichotomies and preserve individual rights. Another issue on my agenda is the internet, which has become a deceptive source of information which contributes to American ignorance. I will regulate the internet, making it easier for scholars to find the information they need. I will release the oppressive hold on updated information in order to ease the research of individuals. Search engines should not be like a gold mine, where disinformation is the dirt. There are many other things on my agenda.

[USMC the Almighty]

But what have you done that should make us believe you are any kind of leader? Have you ever been an officer in the military? Ran a business? 6th grade class president?

[Irishone21]

Experience-wise...? Well, I was wrestling captain at one point... in various other sports teams I was leader, as I would set up the plays, assisting when necessary... in elementary school I was leader of a group... in middle school I was leader of a group... in high school I developed mentally as I was, for the most part, an exile, ostracized from social events, which during this time I contemplated many things, and was strengthened by the misery of being alone... Plus I inherited leadership qualities. My dad runs his own business, so I've learned a few things about leadership from him... plus my grandfather has admirable military experience, so he has taught me a few things. It is not just my experience which qualifies me, it is more my anti-war, unconventional mentality so essential for the present which will yield the most success. I know the direction we need to be heading in and I'm confidant that the results redirecting our government in a way that will move towards my basic standards and/or understanding of morality and the common good will be beneficial and have a positive effect on how other countries perceive us. My perception is not tarnished by attribution bias, or a complicated and flawed conception of moral absolutism. Plus, I realize the three most important aspects of leadership, which are positive reinforcement, mutual understandings, and lead by example.

[Irishone21]

Plus I am mentally precocious, despite assumptions of my naivety, being the youngest of three, and I've always had a chilling ability to control environments with my mind, vibes, or inner-sentiment. For example, if I'm happy, people around me are happy... If I’m anxious, people around me are anxious. My aura is infectious, which is an essential characteristic to leadership. In addition, considering my religious experiences where I witnessed divine intervention, and received messages from the other side makes my faith strong and impervious, which is also a requirement for getting out of this war. I have learned over the years, living with a brilliant, trend-setting brother who has an infamous history, how to deal with hatred and react to aggressive behavior, in a way that does not intensify, but rather abates hostility, without causing anyone to feel less powerful. I actually make people feel powerful by the way I show them respect in person. I also understand the hate always empowers Love, which is an objective philosophy that is essential to leadership.

[Irishone21]

There is an error in the other one, that is why I reposted it... I would edit but my computer won't let me for some reason... its frustrating.

Plus I am mentally precocious, despite assumptions of my naivety, being the youngest of three, and I've always had a chilling ability to control environments with my mind, vibes, or inner-sentiment. For example, if I'm happy, people around me are happy... If I’m anxious, people around me are anxious. My aura is infectious, which is an essential characteristic to leadership. In addition, considering my religious experiences where I witnessed divine intervention, and received messages from the other side makes my faith strong and impervious, which is also a requirement for getting out of this war. I have learned over the years, living with a brilliant, trend-setting brother who has an infamous history, how to deal with hatred and react to aggressive behavior, in a way that does not intensify, but rather abates hostility, without causing anyone to feel less powerful. I actually make people feel powerful by the way I show them respect in person.

[Irishone21]

wow, that one was not edited either, what the hell.. ok this one is revised, haha.

Plus, I am mentally precocious, despite assumptions of my naivety, being the youngest of three, and I've always had a chilling ability to control environments with my mind, vibes, or inner-sentiment. For example, if I'm happy, people around me are happy... If I’m anxious, people around me are anxious. My aura is infectious, which is an essential characteristic to leadership. In addition, I have had religious experiences where I witnessed divine intervention, and received messages from the other side, which makes my faith strong and my mind impervious. I have learned over the years, living with a brilliant, trend-setting brother who has an infamous history, how to deal with hatred and react to aggressive behavior, in a way that does not intensify, but rather abates hostility, without causing anyone to feel less powerful. I actually make people feel powerful by the way I show them respect in person.

[9sublime]

Experience-wise...? Well, I was wrestling captain at one point... in various other sports teams I was leader, as I would set up the plays, assisting when necessary... in elementary school I was leader of a group... in middle school I was leader of a group... in high school I developed mentally as I (smoked crystal meth and) was, for the most part, an exile, ostracized from social events, which during this time I contemplated many things, and was strengthened by the misery of being alone

my name is jack

[Irishone21]

That funny Jack. Very witty of you.

[Irishone21]

You gotta expect ridicule if you speak from your heart... that is why so many people avoid it...

[9sublime]

Sorry Irishone. However, go seek help, you need it.

[Irishone21]

I do need help, but this isn't athens, at I have yet to find the right therapist. Thanks for the concern though, really... I hope that doesn't affect my credibility to the point where you completely ignore the validity of my claims. No one really considers security an issue? Maybe that is because they have not encountered or been knowingly subjected by it. Mental disorder provides reason for surveilance. Advanced (unrealistically intrusive, sorry for the conspiracy allusion, but it is true) surveillance fosters suspition, is what they say.

[9sublime]

Irishone, I regret making that cheap stab at you. Its not like I've never done drugs (for everyones information, not crystal meth).

[Irishone21]

Don't worry yourself brethren.