Hmm, was there not a second coming of Susan Herbert? Did I not do what no other person has done and so ascended twice into the office? The second coming or reincarnation, the ‘first’ resurrection? only it is not that, it is not reincarnation but all at once not before or after. It is however ascension if you are American as that is our law, our actual law.
Ever hear of the Philadelphia Experiment? That actually happened. A ship was physically transported from place to place but they messed up the calculations. People fused with metal when it reappeared. Actual documents with actual eyewitness testimony exists. I have no evidence casting doubt upon this. Guess what? I am the Philadelphia Experiment as I repeated it only I fine tuned it and made damn sure my calculations were correct as I had one shot - one. Or so I believed ‘back’ then. LOL! I reasoned I had one only as I had no numbers. I used words and emotions. I calculated human behavior based upon provable fact – what human is and can do – and so, if Mohammed is the unlettered prophet then I am the un-numbered physicist.
The US Supreme Court thinks it is an actual miracle! Why, this person can disappear and appear at her whim and will. She appears inside locked rooms. She needs no doors. She made dead things alive again. We saw an actual dead thing come back to life when she touched it. She herself has been dead. She was here and now? POOF! She dissolved and then was standing here again, as we witnessed it! It has to be miraculous as nobody can do this. It is a trick or an optical illusion or it is a flat out miracle. She must be the quirk, the blip or accident, a freak of nature. I am; it is. Perhaps your definition of miracle or freak, nature even, needs to change as I am fine.
The difference, the fine tuning, is “man” as this is WOMAN and that is MAN. God was the constant as that is the lone constant I have discovered in the universe or even the multiverse. Only that is perfect. There is no perfect crime, lol. Unless: you are God. Haven’t we established Griffin is not? That Roberts is not? But, have we established what and who I am? Griffin keeps writing ROTTEN HUMAN BEING, A DRUG ADDICTED MANIAC AND LIAR, A CRAZY WOMAN; AN ANIMAL but she has no evidence and no proof. All actual proof goes in the exact opposite direction, against Animal, Rotten, Liar & Crazy. I had to tell the Supreme Court: I know it seems as if as I purposely reasoned and decided to admit to whatever their worst fear was as they would name it so that I could then discover Why & How. If they named Drug Addict I pled POSSIBLY; Let’s discover if I am; Let’s find out if it’s me or you. How do you come to know Drug Addict w/o actually doing drugs? Go there as in vacation in rehab as I love hearing other people talk about their self. I would actually vacation in rehab if I could afford it and/or if they would let me in. These persons kept changing the condition so naming their fears trying to find out my worst fear…when I have no fear. They could never name it. Fear? My personal fear? That one of these people would start obeying the law or the spirit of the law thus I would have no opportunity to work this all out finally.
So “Judge” Griffin: As tempted as I am to tell you I am God I will not. I possess oodles of will as the record, my life, speaks for itself. Actions still define me. I have an aura; even a stranger cutting my hair spontaneously said, “Who said that absolute power corrupts absolutely?” I yet believe the things of the dead belong to the dead and the things of the living belong to the living. Now that I know both kinds of death I will change this to “The living death belongs to man. Other death? That is for animals.” Once I told James Madison that we should tear down the government every 20 years or so and start all over again. Maybe. John Adams tried to tell me, to reason to me, that I needed to experience grief. He came at me three times as it was so very important. I did not believe him as that was not my experience of life. I envied John Marshall’s ability; I could not speak in public. I knew my reasoning but could not produce it on the spot as he could nor could I then argue and so sway you, get you to change your facts, your very person. It is: Unethical and potentially dangerous so I could not as I would not. Marshall, I said, could use nasty word tricks to convince you that if you said it was a good day soon you were disagreeing with yourself and so changing your true beliefs. A good day became a bad one, literally. I HATED lawyers. I HATE lawyers. Imagine my surprise when I liked Alexander Hamilton as Susan when we met again in Louisiana, home of the Acadians. Et in Arcadia Ego. Truly, as even in Arcadia – death - I AM. Forever.
It took fulfilling my life long idea of myself to then know it as fact. To feel it as I became it, immortal. Linda Griffin and Co. should know if there is one thing I have it is TIME.
If none of this were real, reason me away. You cannot as I can produce Lorie Stone, James Labate, one Mr.Zapata and one Mr.Pappas to testify that I predicted all of this or they did. I exactly wrote it out on paper or they said it to me as they knew it as a fact of me; it often surprised them as they thought, This cannot be real. No kid is this. They went out of their way for me as they recognized me. Lorie Stone? A life preserver as she gave Tibetan Buddhism back to me. I became a person who can move solid stones weighing tons as first I had to move “the stones the birds of loneliness laid in my heart”. Actual rocks? Pieces of cake which I can and may and so will eat too.
I would produce SAM, Sr. Agnes Mary, as she used to give me a look in American history class but she is ‘dead’. She would look and wink and seem as if she knew something I did not. She had us memorize every major Supreme Court ruling as she had a service record to maintain: 100% of the kids in her class passed the American history Regents exam. I use to run my fingers over those titles, those names, and I wanted to be Miranda or Lassiter. I was going to become Gideon one way or another. I knew it. I had to be that, as that is everlasting life in America. That was my idea of who and what I was.
I saw a photo of Gideon once. A ‘petty crook’ achieved everlasting life. I was looking for a copy of an actual NY State denial to be heard as mine read: STUPID, POOR & WOMAN as reasoning. Not fact, not true and not reality. An assault to my human dignity; unconstitutional. So I looked in order to discover when NY began listing this kind of reasoning as my case involved several federal issues; I discovered Gideon, the person, in an old black and white photo in the court, taken when his case was argued. He was old but his eyes? Life, just like SAM’s. That funny look she gave me. So I asked the universe if she did know me; if she recognized me and so was that why she was the way she was with me? I received an answer: Sr. Agnes Mary ‘died’ during, concurrently with, Constitution Week in 2007.
