I have no desire to be respected by you ... what you think doesn't interest me in the least.
Again, you make these bomb throwing statements that have no substance and expect us to refute them. Still nothing of value from you ..
For example, you say 'absentee God', but I know He is with me all the time.
Not an atheist??? Since the definition of atheist is either 1.) A person who lacks belief in a god or gods, 2.) A person who believes that no god or gods exist, you are the epitome of atheism ... in fact, given the lack of substance in your grenades ... errr, commentary, you just might be the poster boy for atheism.
Do I know more of love than you? I have no idea, and I care even less. I know of the love of my God for me, and I know of my love for my God. I know of the love of a God who gave his only son for me ... and I know of my love of my God that I live this temporary life so that I can spend eternity with Him.
So, what you know about love is, frankly, irrelevant.
