get the feeling I have been ignorant for so long that people simply ignore my thoughts... Everyone has far surpassed me in informational knowledge, making me almost an alien to this world. When I speak out against corruption, people merely see it as the way it is, and there is no changing it... or it's true, and people really members of the empire, transformed by the machine into the same amoral being as BIGBROTHER himself.
Whether it is me against the world, or merely, me against BIGBROTHER, for without BIGBROTHER, his followers will disperse, and ally with the next upcoming power, adhering to his principles, thus creating a new era of uniformity, it doesn't matter, for my destiny is to help pursue the path of justice, regardless of the odds, in order to fulfill prophecy, and unite the people prior to the end of time, pressure, anxiety and alienation.
They told me to keep digging... and luckily, soon enough, the released their oppressive hold on all information, and provided me with limited information, which confirmed all previous paranoia, but still impassioned my desire to inform the rest, in addition to create a more honest world.
All those times it was them messing with my work... it was them talking to me in the search engine... it was them praising my work.... it was them exposing my ignorance... everything I suspected was them, with the exception of the epiphany and divine intervention... I'm not mad, nor embittered, but appreciative of the time they spent analyzing me, for it was to both our advantage... they came to the realization of God through my experience, or at least some did, and I developed over the course of the experimentation.
As they just told me... Its magic.
