There are many other things to say... I can write paper after paper, but no matter how eloquent, no matter how creative, no matter how timely, no one will come to terms and accept it, for it is the idea of another, and we are to prideful to accept another’s ideas as our own... so instead, we give them advice, mock them, ignore them, or correct them, replacing their claims with our own un compromised justifications of the truth, thus yielding no affirmative action. Think of Rousseau... the general will... the "impersonal" internet, pride and egotism are all definitive barriers to this, for they are all impediments to any form of critical thinking that must preclude a conclusive general will.
When I wrote I universal nostalgia, because of irresponsibility I was at a heightened susceptibility to mind control, and after hours of tedious research, sorting through disinformation, I finally found real legitimate websites confirming my paranoia, plus informing me and opening my mind to things I didn’t know. The lock was released… I saved them for study later on when I’m not occupied with school... I was up all night last night... luckily I knew my **** in politics class cause I had a test… I’m pretty sure I got 100% but I might have mixed up like one of the dates, which would still be an A) after that, I was still looking and I came across some freeyourbrain matrix/Truman mind control websites, in which much of it, seemed to make sense, considering my altered state of consciousness (normally it would be laughable, but it was on point to what I was thinking)... I wrote that to prove mind control exist... the concepts are kind of complex. Some of which claim that there are few survivors and many characters, and that these characters seek to control you plus they seek to get inside your head, thus depriving you of your energy, which is weird, because it reminded me of a religious seminar where I really felt like someone was talking to me from the television, telling me how people are mirages, and they characters set up in the world for specific purposes, some of which may be trying to deplete your energy, the hinder your ability to succeed. There were other things, like the artificial synchronicity… which is weird, because I was writing how I felt like a “fox in a hole,” and like the next day, someone said, you better get out of that hole… How did he know??? The lady next to him shook her head suspiciously. The weird thing is, despite the fact the website fills your head with an illusion, with the support of persuasive coercion, it actually did make me less self conscious, thus freeing your mind in a sense, even if temporarily... However, I’m not good at following manuals so I’m back, exposing myself, which they warned that I shouldn’t do. What I was hoping is that you would see past some of the delirium, and find truth in the paper, or possible discuss either artificial synchronicity, or a world within a world, or a world separate from a world? You got to open your mind to really get a sense of my thoughts… when you read it, at first glance it appears like insanity, but this was mind control for you… so there you go… people do experiments on the behavior I just displayed. I guess I had high expectations when I sent this as it has more meaning to me… It’s like a self-help type thing, and that writing was the thoughts it provoked… I really do think I’m an alien here. Anyway, thanks for the inspiration. Also, I was seeing if we could discuss mind control…it is a very interest subject to research, and relevant to world politics... Or we could talk about surveillance…