A whole lot of hate in you, son.
Give some thought to a half hour of vigorous exercise 4 or 5 times a week. It gets your juices going, calms your appetite, helps your knees, and improves your bowel movements. Plus, it releases natural drugs into your system and gives you a great high for no money.
It also clears away lots of cob webs and releases the energies you are using for anger, helps you sleep better and it improves your sex life.