I'm observing reality, and yes, that is golden.
You guys have latched onto one candidate after another since November of 2008. They are big in wingnut circles for a little while, and then you find someone else to crush on.
You are not a conservative party. You are a group of John Birch Society radicals.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Birch_Society
William Buckley tried to keep your type of nutball out of the Republican party. He succeeded for a long time, but that's all over now. You'll either have to change your ways, or accept that you are going the way of the Whigs.
You seemingly are trying to compare who "wing nut" circles support with what the party as a whole supports. I don't think you can make such a comparison legitimately.
If they are big in "wing nut" circles, then they are not big in the entire party. If they are big within the entire party, then your contention must be that the entire party is a "wing nut" circle...and if that were your contention, you wouldn't have made any distinction.